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Goddamn, this blog isn't dead. Atleast not yet. Go listen to M83!

Almost Done Packing

I will be visiting my family for the weekend. Wish me luck!

"You're Mature for Your Age"

I used to hear that, and say,
"Thanks"
But now I hear that, and I think...
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
I mean, I'm not fucking 13 anymore, I'd like to think that by now most 25 year olds have something of any real substance on their minds. Could it be that the media has something to do with it? Look at the idiots on TV, those camera whores known as the Kardashians are almost all older than I am, but act like fucking 9 year old (with STD's mind you). I guess the future looks bleak for our society if this is what our youth is immersed in.

I won't bash the Hills though, I fucking love Audrina and Whitney waaaaay too much.
:)

Back in Class

After a lovely day off in Los Angeles, I'm back in class with Javi. Both of us are seriously considering dropping this class. I would like to think that I could finish this, but I'm pretty certain that it's not going to happen. Javi suspects something about the teacher, but I won't say what it is since we're in class.

Art 195

Javi is sitting next to me in class. We are reviewing very basic Apple shit both of us have known for some time now. This class is four fucking hours long... I hope I can stay awake.

Why I Hate Panda Express

I mean come on!!! How long does it take to pack food that's already cooked into a styrofoam box and then fake a smile while you swipe my card to pay for my food. It fucking took over 20 minutes. The worst part was that bitchy high maintenance (ugly mind you) chick bitching to her ugly bald boyfriend about you lame ass shoes.

ps.
That's not me in the pic.

I Have Mixed Feelings About This

I got promoted today. Which overall is fine I suppose, but my real issue is that I don't really like my job at all. I am one step closer to becoming a supervisor (just one step away), and I don't want to work here long enough to reach that point. I know I'm something of an ingrate, I really should appreciate this promotion, I guess I'm never satisfied with what I have.

Ex Girlfriend Woes

Well..

we ended up speaking for over an hour, most of it was nonsense, but she went on to apologize for all the shit she put me through. I told her that I was ok with it because it had been so long. The part that really struck me was when she told me that she missed our friendship, I can understand that feeling too. After we broke up I missed her company more than I missed her as a girlfriend. I really don't want this to go any further though, I just want to know that she's okay.
Overall, I'm just glad she didn't go all Gwen Stefani on me.

My Straight Past Comes Back To Haunt Me (Yet Again)

Several years ago I was in a very ordinary relationship. A nice(?) girl a year younger than me, and plans for the future. Like everything else in my life, that fell apart. Not only did we break up, but it seemed pretty obvious that we would never speak to each other again.

That was four years ago, almost to the day. Recently she's been getting in contact with me again. I don't really care to speak to her, but for some reason I agreed to a phone call tonight. I really don't know what to expect from this call, but the only thing I can think of is that she's been singing this to herself for the past four years.


I should also explain that I tend to swing both ways, and I'm quite happy with my ways. So here I am stuck in a rut with this whole ex-girlfriend thing.

ugh.

The Worst Tattoo Ever

I mean seriously, a bloody tampon with fucking wings. This is exactly why girls prefer to hang around gay guys. I really want to get a tattoo sometime soon, but nothing stupid that I'm going to regret in the future.

The ball has been rolled

It took like a week, but it's finally been done. Javi got the ball rolling on this blog. All three of us worked for the same company until Monday (see below), and all three of us hate(d) it. The only way to stay sane is to follow the advice of my beloved Tim Gunn.