another one of those list post: me me me & more me

i have a fever :(

i started looking for a job :/

i broke my car key inside the keyhole last week... weak

i'm listening to meiko, i was getting sick of all the faggy electro

btw she was finally signed to a label :)

i just had starbucks 

it's hot

i need  a haircut

i think i need more meds

lemonade  sounds good

i want a puppy and i hope mika doesn't steal it 

i think im going to start smoking again

this post is all about me

What the fuck>>

Goddamn, this blog isn't dead. Atleast not yet. Go listen to M83!

Life thoughts

I was just thinking about how social relationships are truly the foundation of a happy and well-balanced journey while on earth. While it's true that we all need alone time for deep thought or meditation, it's also just as important to have time to spend with others who are dear to us. I have discovered that as I get older, I am more open to meeting and learning the stories of others more than ever before. Perhaps as we grow spiritually we learn that we are indeed one entity, and that our actions all reflect and possess an effect on one another. Perhaps the world isn't a big as we thought, and I think that's a good thing. We have a grand variety of belief patterns and ways of life, yet we are all so similar in our basic needs. Don't we all want to give and receive love as best we know how? Don't we all want to laugh and enjoy the present moment? If I could offer any token of advice to the world, I would say this...

Do not constantly long for more, for by always wanting we forget to relish in the majesty that is the present.

If you haven't given someone you care about a kind word or a loving embrace in a while, why not do it today, right now? Our only certainty can be this moment...nothing more and nothing less.

Almost Done Packing

I will be visiting my family for the weekend. Wish me luck!

"You're Mature for Your Age"

I used to hear that, and say,
"Thanks"
But now I hear that, and I think...
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
I mean, I'm not fucking 13 anymore, I'd like to think that by now most 25 year olds have something of any real substance on their minds. Could it be that the media has something to do with it? Look at the idiots on TV, those camera whores known as the Kardashians are almost all older than I am, but act like fucking 9 year old (with STD's mind you). I guess the future looks bleak for our society if this is what our youth is immersed in.

I won't bash the Hills though, I fucking love Audrina and Whitney waaaaay too much.
:)

white tube socks and dress shoes... wtf??

people seriously need to stop fucking doing that shit... grrr

 that and sandals and socks wtf... can't you see? you look like a jackass ...goodness

Back in Class

After a lovely day off in Los Angeles, I'm back in class with Javi. Both of us are seriously considering dropping this class. I would like to think that I could finish this, but I'm pretty certain that it's not going to happen. Javi suspects something about the teacher, but I won't say what it is since we're in class.